ARGH

I just watched the season finale of Grey's Anatomy and boy did I ever cry a liter of tears. This is one finale that really tugged my heart strings. The underlying theme is how far you would go for love. Would you risk your whole career for the one you love? Your family and S.O don't see eye to eye, would you stay in this relationship? You look your S.O in the eye knowing that your heart is not with them but for someone else, what do you do? I would never ever want to be in Izzy's position. Risking everything to be with Denny, in the end, heartbroken and lost. Yes I know it's only TV, but this is quality tv. It is entertainment and it's better than a drinking addiction.

I absolutely hate my job at the law firm. I would leave but out of respects to the boss, I can't. The pay is half-assed for the amount of work I do and for the amount of crap that I have to put up with. I got a proposal, been yelled at for not being happy enough over the phone, been yelled at for making filing mistakes by the firm's bitch. GAHHHH I HATE YOU LINDA! You make my job horrific. You are only a hillbilly immature selfconscious loser. Nobody likes you and you smell like pig sloth. A job is a job right?

I've really managing my money and I am surprised to how well I've been prioritizing. I'm not saving as much as I want to due to many debts but I only hope to pay off my debt when the summer ends. I haven't bought much materialistic items. I bought dress pants and whatnot for work but nothing extravagent like those Earnest Sewn jeans or Kenneth Cole flats or those cute yellow adicolour adidas shoes. Boooooooooooooo. In time and maybe that Disneyland trip with the boyfriend during Christmas would come true.

Highlight so far: The Stills concert on April 29. I love Powerplant and I love the intimacy. It's pretty up there to one of my favourite concerts that I have been to. I am a little disappointed that the new cd is not comparable to the debut but meeehhh. They said they would come back during the summer. I AM SO THERE.

I AMMMM SOOOOOO SAD!!!!!! I get jipped for Franz and Death Cab tickets and RHCP is non-existanttttttttttttttttttt. I want to cry. I want to see RHCP soooooo badly. Oh well, that's $85 I could spend elsewhere like She Wants Revenge or Pilate but first I have to get a Starlite membership.

I am taking spring class only becuase I am 1% off of conditional acceptance to nursing...KILLLLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.......
May 29-June 16 is devoted to Psych 275.......killllllllll meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I want to go camping in August but my baby might be leaving me for a month. :(

GO OILERS GOOOOOOOO. See in the Western finals.

I should plan a girls night out but I don't know how to anymore.

ARGHHHHHHHHHH...my miscellaneous thoughts.

Enjoy!